Log

First week after chemo

Less dramatic than I expected. Just sleep disturbances from cortisone. The worst part was probably not knowing what was going to follow. So I kept trying to ‘push’ myself… Not able to plan more than 24 hours ahead though!

Decided to surprise a friend on her birthday. She’s been my closest person this past year so I couldn’t miss it! I really had a great weekend with a couple more friends. Best mood so far! Is that expected or autosuggestion? Doesn’t really matter… Just be thankful!

Besides surprising someone I had a surprise myself. An appearance from the past in a new version. One that got me doubting myself… But after a while I tried finding out what life is trying to teach me this time! So here it goes!

Lessons learned: A lot more people than you think care about you! One person should never be enough (not in a greedy way) to fulfill your life. Love your friends and try finding more time for them. Don’t value others’ wishes and priorities higher than yours and never make excuses for them. You deserve more than you think, at any given moment! Oh… and don’t doubt yourself!

 

Day after chemo
Thoughts so far