Fifth chemo

Getting closer! It feels as if time passed so quickly… Even though I wasn’t as ‘busy’ as usual. But my mind was probably busier than ever.
Fourth chemo wasn’t as kind as the previous one (new drug)… had two tough weeks but I’m not complaining. There are those that are worse off! Third week was kind of ‘bitchy’… Not easy being with people 24/7 under such circumstances.

The positive side… Christmas decorated apartment! And cookies! Plus sunny days in December! Met more friends and fell in love with a little guy last week!! Life has to go on…

Fifth chemo a couple of days ago. More or less same side effects so far. At least I knew what to expect! Still not knowing what’s happening in the near future though…but I’m about to find out.

Feels like I’m at a weird point. My margins are narrow, my thoughts are galloping and my body is getting weaker. And between all that I should remember to be nice (totally failed the last couple of weeks) and share the Christmas joy!